yeah I went to garland again, hung out with frank, but I wish Cj was with us. eh, I heard dustin is going to join the football team.. I mean he was wearing a punk rock leather jacket, like i have, and NIN on his shirts like, since I've known him, and now hes going prep on me... fuck it. I'm tired, and I still think allie hates me.

Fuck qoutes today.

today is friday, I want to go to franks place, but I think his house fone number has fuckin' changed, and i can't get him on his cell. really I wanted his input on some of the song I wrote, he'd probably make them better, since well one is better than two.

maybe on the weekend, He'll get on yahoo or something(my aim is broken or some shit) and we can talk about it. in the mean time today, I don't know wether to still go see Ally today, or go to lucas's...wait, he basicly lives with his girlfriend (and farts at fuckin' will, holy crap I feel bad for her) jessica, so maybe I'll just goover there and..fuck that. they'll just say go to ally's place, which I know I can't do cause if I do go, on my way their I'll make some really cute mushy shit to express that I'm am some what enlove with her (I think I've been brainwashed by lucas to admit that, so I don't really know my orginal opinion on this), THEN mess it up but studdering, she slams the door on me, and I sit on the porch, bashing my head in...

ANYWAYS, HERES THE QOUTE OF THE DAY:

"ever get the feeling that when you wake up everyday, you think its all great and good, but realize that fate seems to want to fuck with you, I mean you've done nothing wrong, but fate and the world JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE THEIR ARE MORE WAYS TO PISS YOU OFF!"

~Cj

hey people I"m changing my back round, i'm tired of the thing...

anyways, I"m still in need of a band, frank is up for it, I know he will always be, I mean come on, our life is like revolving around punk rock.

anyways, I havent talked to frank, dustin, or cj for a while, and I wish I can soon, especially cj.. for he some what dwells in emo, but as long as he isn't into from first to last, hes still cj..

anyways, in 9 days anti flag's new album for blood and empire is coming out.

so i played when I come around for margret today, in gym, but i messed up on the last verse, but i still did good in her book, and strangely enough, thats what matters in that moment.. OH WELL

so school sucks, jocks sux, they all suck, but all I want to do is play some fuckin' punk rock!

"you talked with god? wait, let me rephrase that, GOD RESPONDED TO YOUR STUPID ASS?"~Me